from Chapter 15
In the movies, when you see a sonogram, they manage to make it look like something that might actually be a baby. In real life, the picture isn't that clear. But you can see this flicker. It's the heart, beating way faster than you'd think.
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from Chapter 15
For a moment it was like the clouds over the desert had parted and you could see the rays of light streaking down between them. Finally, I thought, someone is getting the picture.
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from Chapter 14
"I haven't been roofied." I sniffed and blinked. "I don't go to parties. I can't hold my alcohol." This was true. I had a hard enough time with people when I was awake. I wasn't going to pass out around them on purpose.
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from Chapter 13
When I gave the sample, I wiped with those pre-moistened foil-wrapped towelettes first, from front to back, just the way they tell you to on the sign that's posted over the toilet. I followed the steps in order.
I was paranoid about doing it wrong.
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from Chapter 11
We had this thing we did when we weren't sure about a decision that we were trying to make. It was a more sophisticated version of the Magic Eight Ball. We called it iPod Tarot. The way we played it was, we would get a music player, and we set it to play all the songs, but in shuffle mode. Then we asked it a question, pressed play and took the next song that came on randomly as the answer. It didn't always work, but more often than not, it was frighteningly accurate.
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from Chapter 10
"I must've gotten pregnant off the toilet seat," I said,
"Shut up," she said.
"No, you shut up," I said.
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from Chapter 8
I liked to imagine that someday when I was older and not such a dork, he and I would meet again. Like we'd both be living in San Francisco or someplace, and I'd be able to speak to people like a normal person and also have my own business, and we'd run into each other getting coffee, and we'd recognize each other, and we'd laugh about what things were like for us in high school. Our relationship would progress from there. Or something like that. It was always a little different every time I imagined it.
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from Chapter 8
I didn't even know what I was crying about, but it seemed like I had a lot to choose from. My mind jumped from one horrendous thing to the next.
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from Chapter 6
If I'd thought about it, I don't know what I would've done, but I didn't think. It was like when I was 15, and my dog, Lacey, who I'd had since I was little, fell into the river after a storm. I just dove right into the current after her.
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from Chapter 6
I steered clear of most people, but I went out of my way to steer way, way clear of her. It didn't matter that she'd never even looked at me. With some people, you just know.
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from Chapter 5
My fascination with the statues at Ignacio's was like the fascination of a rubber-necker at an accident. The stuff was just so awful. At least that's what I told myself.
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from Chapter 5
Me personally, I kept my hair pulled back and wore bulky clothes in dark colors with little or no jewelry and definitely no make-up.
You know, the uniform of the person who is trying to blend in with the background.
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Me personally, I kept my hair pulled back and wore bulky clothes in dark colors, with little or no jewelry and definitely no make-up.
You know, the uniform of the person who is trying to blend in with the background.
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from Chapter 4
"Wouldn't you like to take the test, just to be sure?"
"No," I said forcefully.
I couldn't take the test.
If I took the test, it would be admitting that maybe somehow I could be pregnant.
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from Chapter 4
I'd walked off the end of the dock--at night--into the freezing cold water--just to get away from his tongue. It didn't exactly help my attempts at not being the weird girl at camp that summer.
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from Chapter 3
I saw it suddenly, like we were that famous marble sculpture you see in posters sometimes. Me swooning in his arms, my form making a beautiful curve across the composition, his profile inches from mine, his anxious eyes searching my face for any sign of life.
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from Chapter 2
I was just a girl walking down a hallway in a mildly altered state. I was considering the nicks and scratches in the industrial beige lockers, how each lock hung at a slightly different angle. I was working hard not to be overcome by the growing buzzing in my ears.
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from Chapter 2
Maybe in old movies when the heroine fainted, it was because she was in a "delicate condition." But I wasn't a heroine, and this wasn't a movie.
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from Chapter 1
I'm not saying I could stop people from thinking I was weird. But I was going for just-really-super-shy, not maybe-she-needs-some-serious-meds-too-bad-her-mom-doesn't-believe-in-them.
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from Chapter 1
At that particular moment, though, standing up seemed slightly dangerous, like I might end up knocking over several lab stools before doing a face-plant on one of the black, fire-resistant counters.
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from Chapter 1
I know that if you're reading this, it's because you need to know what happened, and maybe you're in a hurry and you want me to get to the point. But if you're reading this, you need to believe what happened to me. If I tell you straight out, in 250 words or less, there's no way you're going to believe me.
There just isn't.
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